RaychulWhatsername

She wont shut the fuck up about my tattoo. And how much she hates that I got it and how Ill regret it in ten years and how enraged she is about me getting one. Dude I love it. Im 18. I paid for it. Shut the fuck up and leave me alone.

Perhaps I should more often.

I saw Lady Gaga last night. God I love her.
It drives me insane, how so many people HATE her. Because they assume she's just another pop robot with no talent that plays shitty pop music and wears weird outfits for attention. She is the complete opposite.
She's so cool. She's so amazing, it kills me.
The show was great. She puts on a great show, the stage settups, the outfits, the lights. I was so close too, she looked right at me several times. And I almost got to touch her when she sat down on the stage right in front of where I was and started reaching out.
Next to the music though, what I loved the most was her inspirational speeches she gave throughout the night.
Lady Gaga's taught me to remain confident in myself no matter what. She's helped me realize that I need to let go of all my insecurities, forget all the negative things that have every been said about me, to not let it affect me. Last night, the inspirational words she spoke really moved me. She told me - all of us that were there - that no matter what happens, no matter who bullies us or teases us or tells us that we aren't good enough, it doesn't matter because we were BORN THIS WAY BABY.

I was in Homebase today. And this kid I used to be friends with but we had a bit of a falling out but still talk to each other kinda, yeah he was talking to me. About how he felt sick because he'd smoked too much weed. I was insinuating to him he shouldn't be doing it until Spring Break or summer. Because at the goody goody charter high, they randomly drug test us. And he started talking about how he was buying these two girls I used to be friends with cigarettes. And that kinda set me off, because these two girls are just the type who don't really want to smoke cigarettes other than to like feel cool. And as someone who smoked for two years and was lucky enough not to get addicted in that whole time, but my whole family is addicted and I lost my grandmother to cigarettes it just kind of set me off, and I said "I essentially quit smoking about four months ago. And I've reverted to exactly how I was before I started, they disgust me, I hate the smell and I hate them. Theyre gross" and its true, it really is.

Then this girl says to me "How can you NOT like cigarettes? You don't liek them, how can you NOT"

And christ that there is enough to tell what a goddamn phony she is. Of course, I already knew she was. I pegged her as one within a week of knowing her. But I bet she's one of those smokers who doesnt even know how to smoke a goddamn cigarette, and just pretends to be obsessed with them for the attention. Because this girl loves attention, I'm tellin ya.

Jesus christ do all these people annoy me.

A year ago today I went to my first Green Day concert.
I'd had tickets for the area right around the stage, the General Admission floor. And of course, since its GA it is first come first served. So, my mom and I got to the theater at 10:00am and sat outside until the doors opened at 7. And sure enough, we were right on the stage! It was the best night of my life. I was so happy. It was extraordinary. That I was finally seeing them live, living my dream. Seeing these men that I'd been looking at pictures of for years, now seeing them with my own two eyes.
The best day of my life. I will never forget it.